did end up going to a party at alex's. it was a good time, even though it was weird chris wasn't there. we did the usual: played beer pong, smoked bowls, skinnydipped in the hot tub. alex and i hooked up. i feel a little…

intake: breakfast - coffee w/ skim milk & splenda lunch - grilled cheese w/ grilled onion & tomato, kid's size french fries w/ bbq sauce & chipotle mayo dinner - bagel w/ light cream cheese, orange juice exer…

i slept like all day today. it was ridiculous. i was wide awake until 3:30 last night then slept til 1:30. i hate when i do that. i have done a whole lot of nothing except be in a slightly bad mood. cleaned my room a lit…

didn't get a workout in yesterday, and ate some cheese fries at work. but other than that it was a good day, eating wise anyways. i don't think david wants anything to do with me anymore. and my feelings for vince once a…

in need of some thinspo & motivation today. since i was sick, of course i didn't work out for the past 3 days. i pretty much sat around feeling sorry for myself. i probably ate too much as well. i didn't really keep…